Is feeling far from bulletproof right now and think my life is lacking a bit of romance.
To be honest i'm dying to cuddle up to a film, with ice cream ofcourse (: aha
Too much stress and worry, too many arguments, not enough smiles and giggles.
But maybe that will all change?
They say you find romance in the times you least expect too, not that I've been out looking for it anyways that takes alot of effort.
Next time you see me throw your arms around me and chuck a few of those compliments my way (: lols would be lovely i must say!
*Sings* 'The moment we decided to let love innnn'
^ I actually sang that then, but it's okay nobody heard.
When typing this it feels like I'm talking to myself lols.
Going to drown my sorrows in a good movie me thinks.
Over and out.
Sunday 28 February 2010
Friday 26 February 2010
When we both get carried away.
Spike and Tink I believe it was, taking on whatever faced us together no matter what.
Finishing off each others sentences is only the beginning as we lay laughing like idiots at possibly nothing. The way that we're both on the same wave length constantly, which sometimes ends up in creeping each other out. Knowing that the only person who truely understands you is the person lying next to you. Not having to think before you speak, no matter what comes out. No matter what time it is, a heart to heart is a heart to heart. Wanting you to be the person I do everything with, tell everything too and share everything with. Stupid insults and silly inside jokes. The one thing in life that gives me hope for the future, our plans, our dreams, our lives. You will never let me down, we've learned from our mistakes. I missed out for a long time, we both did, shadowing false hate because of stupid situations. But never again we got past that our bond was too strong to be broken down completely and now we've put the pieces back together, you inspire me. I'm still figuring out how we stay like this forever, but we can figure it out along the way. Two peas in a messed up pod, yet we always come out on top. Lets get lost in the city lights, take my hand and we can dance the night away. We will forever share the connection we do, I don't know what I would have done without you these past few months! We can walk through hell together and then we can take a walk on sunshine because right now it's us against the world.
^To my best friend, I will never leave you! x
Finishing off each others sentences is only the beginning as we lay laughing like idiots at possibly nothing. The way that we're both on the same wave length constantly, which sometimes ends up in creeping each other out. Knowing that the only person who truely understands you is the person lying next to you. Not having to think before you speak, no matter what comes out. No matter what time it is, a heart to heart is a heart to heart. Wanting you to be the person I do everything with, tell everything too and share everything with. Stupid insults and silly inside jokes. The one thing in life that gives me hope for the future, our plans, our dreams, our lives. You will never let me down, we've learned from our mistakes. I missed out for a long time, we both did, shadowing false hate because of stupid situations. But never again we got past that our bond was too strong to be broken down completely and now we've put the pieces back together, you inspire me. I'm still figuring out how we stay like this forever, but we can figure it out along the way. Two peas in a messed up pod, yet we always come out on top. Lets get lost in the city lights, take my hand and we can dance the night away. We will forever share the connection we do, I don't know what I would have done without you these past few months! We can walk through hell together and then we can take a walk on sunshine because right now it's us against the world.
^To my best friend, I will never leave you! x
Thursday 25 February 2010
And so it begins.
This is the frist time I have ever used this type of blogging contraption, but I thought I could use a place to write down my thoughts as I'm getting over run with post-it-notes.
Today is one of those life chaging days as I find out serious hospital results, unfortunatly I have lost a lot of sleep while worrying about said results.
It's not easy living with Diabetes at only 19, but on the other hand I don't like people making a fuss and I like to feel I can take care of myself!
I haven't left the house much lately, been in and out of hospital a few times and not feeling up to doing much. I'm very thankful as Carys has been by my side through out this time and kept me company even when all I've wanted to do is lie in bed all day.
I hoping to get out tomorrow, start sorting things. I've decided I'm going back to College in September which is something I'm looking forward too as part of getting my life back on track and also catching up with a few old friends should help to brighten the days.
Not much else to post as of yet, I need to get out and do something exciting.
One day I'll make it to the stars. Peace and Love. x.
Today is one of those life chaging days as I find out serious hospital results, unfortunatly I have lost a lot of sleep while worrying about said results.
It's not easy living with Diabetes at only 19, but on the other hand I don't like people making a fuss and I like to feel I can take care of myself!
I haven't left the house much lately, been in and out of hospital a few times and not feeling up to doing much. I'm very thankful as Carys has been by my side through out this time and kept me company even when all I've wanted to do is lie in bed all day.
I hoping to get out tomorrow, start sorting things. I've decided I'm going back to College in September which is something I'm looking forward too as part of getting my life back on track and also catching up with a few old friends should help to brighten the days.
Not much else to post as of yet, I need to get out and do something exciting.
One day I'll make it to the stars. Peace and Love. x.
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